To blog or not to blog…
I had pondered for some time before I started my blog here on WordPress.com. I chose to blog for my own introspection and reflection on my life’s events – past, present and future.
If I may seem to be “in the past”, that is where I find myself reflecting upon these days. I reflect, and contemplate my past actions, words, thoughts and deeds, because I feel it helps me understand where I came from and where I am headed.
I am also reflecting on my past, probably more so than I will in the future, in an attempt to let you’all learn about me and where and what I come from. My past shaped my present, and my present shapes my future.
I received recent feedback on my blog that I am “living too much in the past”; I disagree. I am not living my past, I am sharing it for my own edification and to use it to shape my present.
In my past 10 years of life, I have been through A LOT of life’s hardest and toughest lessons:
My marriage ended;
I dated a physically abusive man;
I found eternal salvation;
I lost several close & dear friends to misunderstandings, my anger & betrayals;
I became an aunt 2 times;
I changed jobs 3 times;
I physically & medically became disabled;
I got healed of my carpal tunnel;
I reconciled with several of those betrayed friends;
I learned new methods for coping with depression, anxiety & chronic pain; and
I sought counseling for my anger & resentments.
I learned how to forgive, make amends, and reconcile!
Those are a lot of past topics I had wanted to, intend to, cover in future posts. So if this is uninteresting to you, please do not follow my blog or sign up for email alerts.
I am not interested in any feedback, or criticisms, that I am living in the past…keep your negativity and judgements to yourself, thank you! I am about personal growth and development and I intend to share my journey thru my past (my journey up the mountain to the high places), where I am at in my present and wax & wane on my anticipated future.
So thank you kindly for your support and encouragement, and for those who want to judge, please keep your negativity to yourself…
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